evilpinkbunnies

it's nice to know my parents hate me and think their other children are better. Let's see there's a drug addict high school drop-out who doesn't have a job, one that pretends that this side of the family doesn't exist, another high school drop-out that suicided because he didn't want to take his medication, and a ditzy dumb blonde with  a 6 year old son who works at Wal-Mart and won't sue her ex-fiancee for child support because she doesn't want to hurt his feelings. And I'm the fucked up child?

mmk so yes i know its been forever since ive last gotten on and informed all you nosy people about my life cause i know you totally stalk my page going "why hasnt she gotten on?!?!? how am i supposed to keep up with her crazy awesome life if she doesnt post?!?!?!".....ok that might be some sligh hyperbole on my part....>.> anyhows, life is good at the moment....well it has it bad parts but its mostly good...heres a breakdown of the goods and bads bads- not allowed to drive to my girlfriends house still havent gotten my associates degree still living with parents my sister and her fiancee broke up leaving my nephew without a dad my pare

slightly morbid but it's the truth. i find myself detached while im writing this, as if im a spectator in my own mind. im digressing. my explanation for the title is this, one grandma died of lung cancer on my mother's side and another one is dying of leukemia on my father's side. after her first round of chemotherapy it was discovered that she is severely allergic to chemo, to the point of convulsions. the doctors are currently trying to find a way to slow the cancer's progression. by the way it was phrased by my parents, i am assuming we will be lucky if she survives til christmas.